It might just be me, but does your mind ever exacerbate scenarios, to make the scene look more cinematic? This happens sometimes with me; I don’t get why; but it is a gift and a curse. This is because, it shows that i have a good imagination. I like to make stories up, so this is great material. However, it is difficult because i can lose sense of reality. I may do it to put myself on a stool, to make myself seem better than the average joe. Unfortunately, this is unrealistic.
I carry many traits that others do not have. It is just in my mind where things get crazy. Its energetic and eager, if it doesn’t get it, then it can begin to go numb; trying to find things for stimulus. This is why i cannot sit still; i need to be doing something always.
Why am i writing this? It may be cathartic, but it is a realistic reminder about oneself. Over 70% of the US public in a study said they were above average. You are not, you must work to be above it, but you are equal to everyone else.
This is not supposed to be depressing. Love those hinderances in yourself, work to improve this in everyday life.
Just remember you are equal to everyone.
🙂