Change

I use this blog as a personal journal; on what is happening in my life, so i will talk about this. 

I am going to university later this year, i am really looking forward to it. I have talked to my flatmates (they all seem nice), and i am looking forward to having some freedom. But, i have conflict within myself. How do i stop myself from creating a fake image of myself? I like to drink, but not that much, will i br judged because of that. I will have to do my own shopping and cooking as well, i hope i am not judged for that too. 

Do you see the trend? These are all hypothetical scenarios that won’t happen. If people are to judge you, who cares? 

With university, it is like i am starting from scratch again. I have the opportunity to change my future and lifestyle, but on my terms. Quarantine has shown me that i do like other’s company, as much as i discredit it. 

I will have to assure i have other drives other than uni. For one, i have to keep working on my writing, if i ever want to write a book. I am doing a few courses online about fictional writing; it is cool and interesting to study it. Expanding my vocabulary and maintaining consistency with my practice will lead my on the right path.

Have an awesome day

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